I found my pin. Dragged it on my skin. Felt it sting.
Pressed harder. Dragged it some more. Raised lines on my arm. Like braille.
Went to the shower. Put my arm in the sink.
Cold at first. Then warm. Then hot.
It hurt some more, I cried a little bit.
Tonight won't be easy. One day i wish i wouldn't be like this anymore. I thought things were getting better, thought i'm gonna be okay. I don't know anymore. I don't know anything anymore.
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