I just took another pill, Sammy's sleeping over her friend's place and I know I won't be able to sleep alone tonight without it. I hate taking pills, I know how they mess up with my system, I know I always have headaches when I wake up afterwards, but staying awake at night scares me to death.
I always wonder what it would be like to die young. I wonder what people would say about me, how long they'd remember for before they forget. I wonder if anyone would miss me.
This is why I don't ever spend my time thinking. I think about the most depressing things possible and I don't know how anyone could spend time doing nothing at all, just thinking.
They don't have to understand you, be still.
No comments:
Post a Comment