I love this photo of me. Its so clear, you can see every flaw, every blemish, every imperfection on my face. Reminds me just how...not pretty I am. How I will never be anywhere near as perfect as those models I see in magazines, runways etc. Not skinny enough, not tall enough, not pretty enough.
It makes me happy-grateful even-my baby loves me as much as he does. Nobody, swear to baby Jesus Christ, NOBODY could ever love me as much as he does. You can't imagine how much he has to tolerate being my boyfriend {my incessant rants on skinnybeautifulmodels, people I don't like, our petty arguements on just about everything, my nightly breakdowns, and everything else}. Hahah I tend to be really bitchy to him sometimes, ):
You guys have no right to judge, cause you don't know how amazing he is to me.
I love my nail colour this week. I am crazy in love with that particular shade of blue. Its Chanel's signature nail polish colour right now, all their models have it on, even their mannequins have it painted on their plastic fingers, which of course makes me love it all the more. Chanel sells it for $42 {I checked it in takashimaya's Chanel boutique-the particular shade is forever sold out worldwide, but their nailpolishes are at a standard price}, I bought mine at the Face shop for $2.90.
Fucking glad.
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