I've been feeling really lost lately. I don't know where to start there's so much I want to say but its all flying about my head.
Still obsessed with pretty skinny girls. They depress me. Its ridiculous.
I was in IKEA the other day with my fam. As usual I lay in one of their bedroom previews, went underneath the quilt hugged the fluffy pillows-imagined how it'd be like to snuggle up with my future husband on early Sunday mornings {until mama made me get out of the bed before staff caught me, hahahah}.
I can't wait to be married. Early morning cuddle-fests will be what I'd live for. Watching the sun rise from our beautiful flat in New York, drinking orange juice/coffee {no tea i h8 tea} by our floor to ceiling glass windows.
Its sad though cause Joshua h8s being woken up early morning. I want a future like that so fucking bad its crazy. Travelling the world, putting off having kids until we'll until we're done seeing the world.
Hahahah so back to IKEA. I love sweden like crazy, I swear I'm like obsessed with everything swedish. So IKEA's the closest I can get to anything swedish while I'm still in Singapore. Had lunch there, swedish meatballs & daim chocolate cake, OH AND THEIR KIDDY MEALS hahahahah. Definitely wanna go back there with my friends this time.
Feeling sort of good with myself right now. Possibly productive, even. Is the library open?
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