Photo #1: My obsession with rings. I wear all of them EVERYWHERE {& I really do mean everywhere} I go, but it gets sort of irritating cause obsession #2 is constant washing of hands so you can imagine how tiresome it gets having to remove & put on all {only 4, actually} rings every time I do. But I'll live with it cause I fucking love my rings & I am dying to buy more from forever21. I need at least 3 more? TAKE NOTE POSSIBLE BIRTHDAY GIFT HAHAHA.
Photo #2: My ear. I just thought how nobody ever sees my ear in photos. I think too much.
Oh & notice the Christmas tree in the background!!
Its the last day of 2010 & I am fucking glad. Ridiculously happy to say goodbye to this shitty year & am preparing myself for 2011, which is bound to be just as shit or worse, but who knows what to expect, right.
I've got so much running through my mind its overwhelming. I did so many stupid things this year, fucked myself up so much I feel like crying just thinking about it.
I'll need to sort out my thoughts a bit, post again l8r.
Oh but this I have to post before I forget. I don't hate God, nor am I anti-christ/a satanist. I love baby Jesus & hate satan {seriously fuck you red horned freak} very very much in fact. I just don't think that God could possibly love me & I'm...mad at him. I love him, but I'm just too mad to be a good Catholic right now.
Its like what I once told JP.
"I love you even when I don't like you. It doesn't make sense but it should."
I don't like God very much right now but I really really do love him.
Ahhh I'm mindfucking myself. Stop stop stop.
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